Just Scream

[poetic_justice]

The hard pressure of the wall against your back
Hands pressed to his dark chest,
Nails digging deep
With the feel of his warm breath against your delicate neck.

Whimpering softly as you pull your face away
Eyes closed,
With soft warm tears trailing black lines
Down pale yet stinging flesh.

A small cry from your lips, begging
With the heat of his hand wrapped around your throat,
Pressing you harder to the wall, as you gasp
Fingers gripping, tearing the fine shirt.

Your hands push at his chest
That sinister, grating voice in your ear,
As you plead for your release, for it to stop
"You know you want it, bitch"

His heavy hand wrapped through your hair
Pulling you from the wall and back, hard,
To the floor, his body following yours as he holds you with his knees
The painful sting as his hand hits your cheek, turning your face.

His tongue on your neck, closing your eyes as you gasp in pain,
The sweet taste of blood on your lips,
You look through the window, through tear stained eyes and wish
While he twists your face to look to him.

Those maddening eyes, the tormenting darkness
As he bears deep to your soul, knowing,
And you struggle, hard, pushing at him
While another resounding slap echoes around the room.

Just another blood spot on the floor.

...

And still you refuse to scream.

copyright © Tracey Cobb

[slaveangel{HM}]

*hugssssssssssss tightly* Oh hunni......Through this I can see how you must of felt back then.

Wonderfully written and so vivid.

[Talia]

soooo vivid...so painful...

[poetic_justice]

Thankyou angel, and Talia... this one was hard to post.

[slaveangel{HM}]

Thankyou angel, and Talia... this one was hard to post.

*hugs tightly* I know hun, I know. *hugs you super tight and give you chocolate just cos she can*

[Warbaby1943]

Thankyou angel, and Talia... this one was hard to post.

It was great and I hope it made you feel better.

[TheDeSade]

All I can say is . . . . thank you for posting this. I can not imagine how difficult this was, but my heart and soul go out to you.

[poetic_justice]

Thankyou TDS

[frankee]

*tight hugs*

i know that must have been hard to post...thank you for sharing.

[poetic_justice]

*hugs*

Thankyou frankee

[TomOfSweden]

That sucked me right in. I even started feeling the taste of blood in my mouth. Good work and thanks for finding the bravery to post it.

[poetic_justice]

Thankyou Tom.

[moptop]

Yes, absolutely - I also hope it helps you to be able to share it and unload some of that pain with us here. And however much pain it expresses (and it does), it is also a wonderful poem. Thank you.

[Timberwolf]

THis was difficult for me to read. Not because it isn't well written - I don't think you could suffer from that problem. But I can only imagine what you've been through.

I hope you come through it a better person in the end, and someday find a man to make your heart sing.

[poetic_justice]

Warbaby - Thankyou for the kind words; It makes me feel better knowing that I can share this part of myself, that I don't have to hide. I have written dozens of poems that show what I went through... it doesn't make it any easier.

Moptop - Thankyou for the lovely comment *hugs*

Timberwolf - Thankyou, so much, for everything *kisses your cheek softly*