28 yr old sub seeks online training from experienced Dom

[selkie]

I am 28 yr old brunette, large breasts, full figure. I have some r/l experience with BDSM and enjoy control, roleplay, some humiliation(private & public), bondage, tasking, hypnosis, etc. I'm looking for a Dom/me who can help me to truly unlock the submissive within me. I want to let out the slut that has been coiled inside me after having been a very repressed person most of my life. I have a demanding job where I am 'in charge' at all times and have to be a bit of a bitch and it is a huge relief to give over parts of my life to someone else to control. I'm also looking for someone who is older than I am, somewhere between the ages of 29-40.

The things I'm looking for in an online relationship: wardrobe control, tasking, IM roleplay, orgasm control/denial - masturbation control/denial. I'm a lazy slut and need someone with a firm hand to make me take care of my body and home (such as making sure I shower, clean my living space, and work out) I would like to learn different kneeling positions to help emphasize my subservience. I'm sure there are a myriad of things for me to learn.

What I am willing to give as trust is gained over time: photos of my body (face blurred for now until trust it built) I am planning on buying a webcam with my next paycheck and that also will come with some trust. In about a month I will also be free of my terrible phone plan and will have unlimited web on my phone so that I will be available almost all of the time through email and IM!

Important time zone info! I live on the East Coast of the US but I work evenings from 3pm - 11pm, my waking hours are generally from 1pm-5am every weekday and then I am off on weekends. It would be good to have someone on that general schedule so that we are on the 'same page' as it were - it would be a mess for me to be getting off of work and ready to play when you are asleep or just going to work yourself!

PM or IM me to discuss limits, experiences and such with me, I have filled out this questionaire and you only need to ask to see it. I'm looking for something long term and not something casual.
http://bdsmlibrary.com/forums/showth...t+questionaire

[selkie]

Thought I would add some more thoughts: I want to find someone to have an online D/s relationship with who can have real conversations and interactions along with the game. If you literally can't stand talking to me unless you are dominating me, I'm not sure if this would work. Friendship would be awesome alongside the play, and I think having other things in common can only deepen the control someone has over me. If you aren't interested in that, maybe we should reconsider.

[selkie]

I wish I had away to delete this thread, no I haven't found the dom of my dreams and several Very Serious Discussions with D/s friends on and offline and the helpful advice I got from some strangers in chat have opened my eyes to the fact that I need to teach myself some things before I can ever ask someone to seriously help me control my life.

"What you do not find within, you will not find without"

I'm no longer seeking a serious relationship - I'm just not as ready as I thought I was. I would however love to make some friends both Dom and sub who can help me find myself on my journey.

Thanks for putting up with me,
-selkie

[Lordofunknownpain]

I am a 62 year old Master/Trainer I would like to take you and train you to be a first class slave to be owned and collared. Let me know at once and be honest with me.