I don't know what I want

[Ozme52]

He is wonderful, compassionate and supportive. But I got the feeling yesterday that I don't want to do these things for him... I want to do them for me. I want me to be my priority.

Do you all just think I am horrible now?

Take your time and don't rush to any conclusions. Stress in other parts of your life can lead to loss of clarity.

And after a while, if the desire to submit doesn't return... maybe you're more dominant...or a switch... or just need a 'time-out' once in a while.

If you leave the lifestyle all together, you'll likely discover you miss it all too soon... and getting back might be more difficult the second time around.

[jeanne]

Stress in other parts of your life can lead to loss of clarity.

I have direct experience of this. Please PM me delish if you'd like to talk.

jeanne