When I view woman gagged and bound to a bed...
I am aroused...
A Bit About Yourself:
I was born in darkness...
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before the Revolution...
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My father was a pimp...
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My mother was a prostitute...
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I was a trick baby...
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Born in poverty and sin...
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something in me fought to survive...
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I remember being awakened from my bed late at night...
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By my Mother's hand...
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Brought to the master bedroom...
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upon the the bed...bound...and gagged...
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a young woman lay naked...
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I was afraid...
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My Mother pushed me close to the bed...
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My heart began to come up to my throat...
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Mama reached to the bed table...
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picked up a long black leather whip...
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She took my hand...placed it in...
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Wrapped her hand around mine and stretched my arm up into the air...
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When the first lash came down I began to cry...
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I tried to jerk away...
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Mama held me tight...
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again...
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I closed my eyes...
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my heart was pounding...
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I felt faint...
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I heard the screams and moans coming from the gag...
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I begged her...
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Please, Mama...
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No, Mama...No...
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tears rolled down my face...
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the woman was grunting now...I thought...
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I began to open my eyes...
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again..the lash...
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she grunted...moaned...
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she was writhing under the bonds...
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I starred at her through squinting lids...
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A rush began to pulsate through me...
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I could not breath...
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again...
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My Mother took my hand and stretched my arm to the air...
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Harder …Again...again...again...
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My eyes were wide...
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the blood was going to my head
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Then blackness...
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I did not awake until the morning...
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