I enjoy obeying him and him being in charge, I enjoy knowing he is a very strong man that will take care of me in every way, I enjoy knowing I will be a good submissive wife and if I'm not I'm punished, I don't enjoy the punishments, they hurt and are sometimes embarrassing but I know I deserve them and want to feel his love after its over, I'm still learning to be controlled and submissive, my goal is to obey him EVERY time without a question and I'm not there yet.