Entry Numero Uno

I'm not sure what attracts me to BDSM, but I feel in my gut that it is something I should experience. But as a physically-disabled (I have Cerebral Palsy), transsexual man (that means I was born female, but now present as, and live, as male) it's very difficult for me to find anyone who isn't afraid that they might break me, or that it's impossible for me to have sex - or I just get tranny chasers who really don't understand that I don't want to be treated as anything other than male.

Surely there is a Dom/me out there willing to earn my trust and train me? I keep telling myself that there is, and I will find that person, but I don't have that faith right now.