hi subfortraining,,, this is a really hard topic for me as i have been raped and have had fantasies about role play even after not having anything to do with the real rape and some of the fantasies have been carried out...

Rhabbi is right Rape is not fun... it has to be one of the worst things that could happen to anyone so you have to be very careful not to cross the line.. i would never wish real rape on anyone..

As far as one of Chris's friends helping out.. yep that would be great.. but it has to be someone you totally trust... that you could honestly say you feel safe with at all times.. and you have known for a very long time... You don't want just any friend cause that would not be safe play... Even if Chris is there and it isn't someone safe he could lose control of the scene and then you would be raped.. and that hun i would hope would never happen to you...

When my Master did it he used two other Doms that we had known for a very long time.... I wasn't expecting it as my Master had acted as if he were mad.. tied me to the bed bind folded and gagged me... then left the house to go for a beer.. 5 mins later two others were on top of me and he was no where in sight.. They used gloves so i could not feel their touch the same and said not a word...to be honest i was scared... and they pushed me to every limit and a touch over to get the point across but not to far that it would hurt me... this went on over a hole night ... to make it worse when Master came home they made it soudn like they had tied him down as well.. which only made it seem more real...

But they knew what i liked and such as my Master had asked me to write a story about what i would like to happen 2 months before and we had also agreed on my limits.. Then the subject was dropped..

So that night it happened i had no clue what was going on.. a truly thought i was being raped.. Thank goodness i wasn't...

Real rape does damage to you emotionally and not just physically.. 20 yrs later i am still afraid to go out alone at night .. i don't go where it don't know people by my self .. and to be honest i don't think i will ever get over it... So you really have to make sure that you don't get yourself in a positon that it can turn into real rape.. Please be careful hun..

i hope this helps hun

hugs
snowflake