HUGSSS blizzzz
HUGSSS blizzzz
^ Huggss^
I read your post and had a tear roll down my cheek. My heart goes out to you blizz in all that you do and I hope that you know how much your friends will always care for and love you. Though it is hard please be strong. A soft kiss for your beautiful cheek and a very strong huggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg
Twisted bent turned around just about lost inside your maze.
I wish you well bliz. I understand it has to be rough but know you are in the prayers of many.
WB
More hugs Blizz hUggggssss
I have been struggling with some issues in my life and reading your post has put them in perspective. Please know that sharing your thoughts have touched others in a profound way. Thank you for sharing in such a difficult time.
I'm waving my magic wand to take away your pain and heartache, leaving only the wonderful memories. Take the very best care.
"Do you know, ultimately," I asked, "who will prove to be your one best trainer?" "No, Master," she said. "You, yourself," I said, "the girl, herself, eager to please, imaginative and intelligent, monitoring her own performances and feelings, striving lovingly to improve and refine them. You yourself will be largely responsible for making yourself the superb slave you will become."
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Blizz, dear lady;
You are going through one of the toughest things anyone has to face, and it sounds as though you have made a wonderful start.
Someday, you may find your feelings may change. Until and if, be patient and try to keep an open mind.
All my love to you in your time of distress... and hopeful of continuing recovery.
Hugs!
Proud Master of my Sweet Yellow Rose
I'm so sorry for your loss, Blizz. I've always admired you for being as strong and determined as you are to follow your heart no matter where it leads. *BIG HUGE HUG*
Once you put your hand in the flame,
You can never be the same.
There's a certain satisfaction
In a little bit of pain.
I can see you understand.
I can tell that you're the same.
If you're afraid, well, rise above.
I only hurt the ones I love.
This may not seem like it applies to you now, but I will tell you for later.
Time and the heart are two things that are impossible to nail down in how they will effect you later. You may need a year, you may need ten before you are healed enough to even consider a relationship of any kind once again. It may happen never. What I do know is that as you heal, and as you let the lessons your Master taught you guide you, you will find happiness once again. With someone or not, who knows.
Let time show your heart the path to healing, and eventual happiness. Till then, remember the good times you had with him. Remember everything, the smells, the touch, the laughs, the tears.
I wish you all the best, and I have faith that you will find what your heart will seek.
I am so sorry for your lose. Knowing a pain like this, I lost my 2 year old son 6 years ago, feel free to PM if you want to chat.
Blizz,
I've gone away as I tend to do (because I never stay in one place long) but I do stop by and check things out. I read of the news of Dragon and I feel so terrible for your loss. I cannot imagine what you are going through, so I won't tell you I understand. I did want to give you something though. I'm not exactly witty or great with words, hey, I'm not a hallmark card, BUT, I do love music.
Music has always been my greatest comfort and my crutch. So I've recorded you a song. Maybe this is uncalled for or you may hate it, but I wanted to do it, so I hope you do not mind. I am not trained in singing and don't claim to be great, but I am going to be brave and post it, even though there are quite a few cracks and some nasally bits because I was a little emotional...
I hope that in some way you may find the comfort you so need.
Know that you are loved .
-A
http://www.reverbnation.com/tunepak/642941
(p.s. please if you do want to leave a comment do not do so on that page, as vanilla people (family) read it and well.. yeah... )
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My hands are searching for you My arms are outstretched towards you
I feel you on my fingertips My tongue dances behind my lips for you
I can feel you all around me Thickening the air I'm breathing Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing
My hands float up above me And you whisper you love me And I begin to fade Into our secret place
[QUOTE=wingsofanangel;694758]Blizz,
Music has always been my greatest comfort and my crutch. So I've recorded you a song. Maybe this is uncalled for or you may hate it, but I wanted to do it, so I hope you do not mind. I am not trained in singing and don't claim to be great, but I am going to be brave and post it, even though there are quite a few cracks and some nasally bits because I was a little emotional...
I hope that in some way you may find the comfort you so need.
Know that you are loved .
-A
QUOTE]
Thank you so much for the gift of your beautiful song! I cannot believe that you took the time to do something so amazing for a stranger. You have a lovely voice and the song gave me comfort. I just returned from our home in Minnesota after 2 weeks of packing up what I wanted to keep, estate selling what I couldn't keep and getting the house on the market. It was a sad time, but it had to be done. Coming home to these posts and particularly your song was wonderful. Thank you sweetie. *HUG* ~blizz~
"Do you know, ultimately," I asked, "who will prove to be your one best trainer?" "No, Master," she said. "You, yourself," I said, "the girl, herself, eager to please, imaginative and intelligent, monitoring her own performances and feelings, striving lovingly to improve and refine them. You yourself will be largely responsible for making yourself the superb slave you will become."
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Wasn't sure if it was even wanted, but music is my comfort, so there you have it.
Anyway, I'm again sorry to hear of the pain you're going through. I wish I had something more to say. I'm not sure if you're religious or not, but in my heart I truely believe you'll have the chance to see him again someday. Until then, I hope your heart finds a way to atleast patch up a bit.
Much love Blizz and compassion, you deserve nothing less, you have always been an amazing and sweet person to everyone here.
-Wings
My hands are searching for you My arms are outstretched towards you
I feel you on my fingertips My tongue dances behind my lips for you
I can feel you all around me Thickening the air I'm breathing Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing
My hands float up above me And you whisper you love me And I begin to fade Into our secret place
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