Quote Originally Posted by gagged_Louise
There's been a few times - long ago now - when I've tied myself up and acted this out, because somebody had kind of treated me like a nobody IRL (nothing to do with sex or schoolmates) and I needed to gain release from this feeling, pull it to a different plane. That worked in fact: I got free of this feeling of oppression by showing it up to myself, teasing it off.
In day-to-day life I'm not prone to accept being humiliated or treated like a kid, so this is different from the excitement at the fantasy (or real time experience) of being bound, tortured and treated like somebody's sex toy/slave/victim.
That does make a lot of sense. I don't take much from anyone, even if I'm nice, I'm not into being taken advantage of. Giggle it amazes me that I'm masochist, submissive, but have a very strong self worth.