Same here, I always used to imagine being a spy getting tortured for information and bravely enduring all the pain and humiliation the torturer could dish out. No rape fantasies, nothing sexual (until I discovered the internet, of course), but it was one of my favorite things to daydream about.

When I was around 9-11 I used to play Jasmine and Raja with my friend, my friend being Jasmine and myself being her pet tiger Raja, whom she would lead around on a leash all day while wearing my Jasmine costume (mmm). I just loved being a pet to someone and I guess it stuck with me.