Quote Originally Posted by nawteeone View Post
Thanks for the input.

I didn't mean to make it sound like I would leave DH for someone else. I often just think about how you get one chance to live the best life possible, and in a few areas, I have screwed up big time. It makes me sad. I do blame myself for a lot of the problems in my marriage. I used to be a bit of a doormat, and honestly didn't think that my needs were important. It's not DH's fault that I have outgrown that over time. In the end, I can totally see myself living as a hermit somewhere with a bunch of good books, and like 180 cats. lol.

Anyway, the reality is I effed up, and will have to live with this situation for a long time. I know that MOST people aren't living the life they want, and understand that doesn't make me unique. Trust me, I get up everyday and put on my big girl pants and deal with the life I DO have in the best way I can.

(and not that y'all cared to know this little tidbit, but hormones are wreaking havoc on me lately, so once a month I go through all sorts of crazy phases. I will NOT be one of those women mourning when menopause hits.)

The End.
Take it from one who is in the same boat after trying everything and married 32 years. Weigh all carefully and remember its you and your kids who are important. No one can make a decision but you and you should not be swayed by anyone judging you. You stand strong and do what you think is right.I understand from my own experience how hard it is to be in this situation. Big gentle hugs and if i can help feel free to pm me ok.