When did you first know

[nawteeone]

Know is a lot more hard to pin down than: "When do you think or suspect you first showed any signs of being a submissive?"

That's true. I mostly just wondered if anyone else had inklings before they even fully knew what submission/domination was. I always thought it was odd that before i even knew what sex was, I craved being humiliated-having those fantasies about public spankings & whatnot. For a long time, I felt like it was something shameful, or maybe that's not the right word....something "not normal" i guess.

It's more of putting 2 + 2 together. Like now that I KNOW what it's like to be submissive, I'm going, well, duh no wonder I had all those early feelings!