Hello and welcome to a newbie from a submissive who is new to these boards. I hope your journey takes you to the peaks of ecstacy and a new understanding of your own desires, strengths, and internal qualities. Your possibilities are endless.
My only advice to you is that you be open and honest with yourself first...
There will be plenty of info for you on the forums and in the chats, I'm sure.

Enjoy your fantasies as they become realised...the journey is awesome if you lose your inhibitions!

Roxi