Quote Originally Posted by Matin View Post
so i'll pose you a question then. should the allure of placing yourself that depth of submission for your master ever outweigh the ick factor of dealing with another person's pee, does watersports then go in the 'definitely want to' column?
is that another way for one's limits to shift over time?
thank you for the ... different lense... on an old topic
I think for me it's situational. If He was giggling & said "okay let's give this a go" ... well, it just wouldn't happen lol. I gave it some thought though & these are some instances I think I would be happy to be 'involved' with His urine (wow - some things just never sound right, do they?)

* I have told Sir that over time I "wouldn't mind" if he made it a chore for me to hold him during urination. Perhaps if he chose to do this, golden showers would be a natural progression.
(in a strange way I think performing tasks like this, because it's so personal, makes me feel connected when he shares them with me.)

* a punishment of some sort .. maybe cumming/sqiurting without permission or if my constant 'observing' finally got to him & he wanted to teach me a lesson
(I might appreciate the experience in a more negative light - good for punishments?)

* a daily routine to act as a reminder that I am his possession and will do as He says.
(I might appreciate the experience in a more positive light, because he chooses to use me for His pleasure daily? I see this as an act of servitude.)

* I love him & everything that that includes and therefore should accept everything he gives me as a gift.
(I think for me it re-iterates the dirtiness of the act my being the dirty slut that I am (for Him)).

hmmm maybe it is just this simple:
I want to learn everything about him so I can serve him better & I want Him to use me as he sees fit.
But I don't want Him to take advantage of my submission & make me do things just cuz they are 'icky'.

either way, I don't think my curiosity will wane anytime soon (sorry Sir, hehehe)