There was never any chance of me going to be with my Master, he never wanted that at all, its just that I would have liked to be able to enjoy a relationship with him as well. Greedy you might say, but for the last two months or so my relationship with my husband has blossomed, we have so much better loving sex than we have for years and now I'm not sure if things will be the same. Time will tell I suppose. Thanks for your comments though, I'm really grateful to everyone who has replied xx