Okay, what's wrong with me, cos in reading your post, amislaaf, my clit did a little twitch? lol

I understand your conflict. There are dark places my mind goes in fantasy and I am not only aroused beyond belief, but have the best orgasms ever. Then, afterwards, I feel ashamed and that shame can last for days. And even though I vow never to go there again, ultimately, something (like your post) takes me down that long, dark path again. Obviously I have no self-control. hehehe

Will you get over it? Hmmmm? I never have and know I never will so, I just live with the shame, cos my frickin' fantasies bring me such awesome pleasure.