lol i probably am too but i've already started preparing for it. i've been earning some extra money from the show i'm in so i'm scheduling hair and nail appointments, going to get a spray tan (scared of tanning beds lol) and buying a new outfit as a little suprise for when He comes. This is just such a huge step for U/us. It's so funny how W/we've gone from being junior high kids grossed out at the idea of dating a best friend to something this amazing.