the ginger wasn't as bad as i thought it would be. I think the worst part was my ass being stretched and the ginger being forced in against my will because I was fighting it because I got scared at the last minute.not that it mattered, i was sill going to get it. so i tensed up and it hurt. the burning wasnt that bad. But he fucked my ass afterward and i was already sore,and i'm not used to ass penetration although we've done it before, it's been a while and , my master is, well endowed, so it hurt. close to when he was finishing i had stopped squirming and the pain wasn't so bad and i began to stretch a little and only felt some stinging from the irritation. i know my ass is super tight and thats why he loves to fuck it, but its hard to relax and enjoy it when theres force. I was also hog tied. and gagged. I love my master and the bonding experience. Every pain brings us closer together. I love it when its all over and he pulls me in and tells me he loves me. I was being punished for touching my pussy with out permission. so he also humilliated me, and made me refer to myself as a whore and spat in my mouth. I love to be smacked in the face. It's so degrading. It surprises me and catches me off guard. i prefer pain brought on by his hands. its more personal, if that makes sense. The whips and beads hurt, but nothing hurts as good as his hands. I sure learned my lesson...i think i'll touch it again just so i can tell him, so i get punished all over again.