Thank goodness that I have journaled since the day Master and I met in real life. A sub friend suggested it, and later on Master ordered it. I did not journal after he was diagnosed, but those months are inbedded in my mind forever anyway.
The problem is that I think it is too soon to read them now. But your suggestion is excellent and someday they will give me great confort, many smiles, and yes, tears along the way as well. But isn't that what true love is all about? Thank you for your advice and support. "Peace" ~blizz~