*hugs*
I think Pro Domīs idea is wonderful.
I understand what you say about being a "one-master-sub" very well. My hubby is my first and only BDSM relationship, and since I got together with him, all other men I met either disgust or just bore me. I would not know what to do if I lost him, either. Even if I ever went looking again (and I doubt it very much), it would take a huge amount of time, I think.
*hugs again*