Krougar, you are. Go out and have some fun. As you get to know a girl it becomes easier to ask. And if you take some time you won't get a reputation as that "pervert who only wanted to tie me up." Remember, take it slow. You have time. If you try to rush you risk appearing desperate. That is a turn-off in any style relationship.Originally posted by Krougar:
I might be over thinking this a little as well
You don't have to be embarrassed. Remember you are half the relationship even (or maybe I should say especially) if you are a sub or a slave. You have a responsibility to yourself and your partner to participate fully in the couple dynamic. Unless of course you only date mind-readers. You did the right thing, allowing him to get to know you better.Originally posted by ShyGreenEyedGrl:
I topped from the bottom, at first. *blushes*
(Or if you said something while topping from the bottom that is the real source of your embarrassment...then it's really none of my business.)