im really freaked out and kinda need support. i get turned on by thinking about being a woman sometimes. i know that im not gay, as i like women not men, but i still have this weird fantasy. i do masturbate to women, but i could masturbate just a well to the thought of having a vagina. this creeps the living hell out of me could you please tell me whether this matters or not or whether women will care? does this mean im a crossdresser? a transvestite? or am i just not thinking realistically? i have had this sick feeling in my gut for the past two months 24/7 and i just started worrying about it then. will somebody please help? :help: