My fantasy ...

[aleria]

Let's hear some more about the human ashtray...

(Definitely interested, as my Mistress has already told me that in our next sessions, I am going to be an ashtray for a minimum of 4 cigarettes - though, not all at once...)

[MistressRaven]

Mistress Florence ... I look forward to reading your fantasies! x

Ocean Soul ... LOL!! I know what you mean ... I just enjoy watching men get
undressed when I order them to hehe ... and my furniture wasn't bloody cheap! Can't risk it breaking Thanks for your welcome x

Avalon ... Thankyou x

Aleria ... Will write more on the human ashtray soon ... but maybe after your next sessions, you can tell us how much you enjoyed it x

[the.young.Werther]

it is a pleasure to hear that there is Somebody around still willing to write a plot over ten lines, in a correct and polite way. Anyway, from my humble side of the board, I nod.
Just a recommendation: human ashtray can be a lot of fun, but with a little risk (cigarettes have large tips, not mentioning cigars).
May I suggest to use, instead of them, incense sticks?
I mean the kind of sticks that have a certain thickness and a little straw inside, easy to find at the oriental shop near the corner.
The "exercise" is quite the same, but blisters are so little they can heal in a week or less. By myself I am not deeply into burning, for safety and for the problem of scars (I am more into hard CBT with clamps, as You can see in the thread "Personal Photography 2").
This is my 10 cent contribution to this interesting thread, from the sub side of the moon.
Thanks for the attention and regards

[aleria]

it is a pleasure to hear that there is Somebody around still willing to write a plot over ten lines, in a correct and polite way. Anyway, from my humble side of the board, I nod.
Just a recommendation: human ashtray can be a lot of fun, but with a little risk (cigarettes have large tips, not mentioning cigars).
May I suggest to use, instead of them, incense sticks?
I mean the kind of sticks that have a certain thickness and a little straw inside, easy to find at the oriental shop near the corner.
The "exercise" is quite the same, but blisters are so little they can heal in a week or less. By myself I am not deeply into burning, for safety and for the problem of scars (I am more into hard CBT with clamps, as You can see in the thread "Personal Photography 2").
This is my 10 cent contribution to this interesting thread, from the sub side of the moon.
Thanks for the attention and regards

What I can expect from my ashtray time is this...
My mouth is to be set in an open position, and the cigarettes will be ashed out into from time to time... When the cigarette is done, she'll stub it out on my tongue and then I'm expected to swallow the butt.

[KittenStapler]

im really freaked out and kinda need support. i get turned on by thinking about being a woman sometimes. i know that im not gay, as i like women not men, but i still have this weird fantasy. i do masturbate to women, but i could masturbate just a well to the thought of having a vagina. this creeps the living hell out of me could you please tell me whether this matters or not or whether women will care? does this mean im a crossdresser? a transvestite? or am i just not thinking realistically? i have had this sick feeling in my gut for the past two months 24/7 and i just started worrying about it then. will somebody please help? :help:

[albear]

I wouldn't worry so much about it KittenStapler, you are who you are and you like what you like. I'm a chick and I'm not at all freaked out, I think it's pretty interesting. Don't stress out about it

[Kaori-san]

I'd say the same as albear. Don't worry, it didnt freak me out either and I'm a chick too.
Just relax, it might just be a phase of something, dont worry though, thats the most important. I recomend posting your problem in the 'Knowledge Base' section too

[Sweetsboi]

im really freaked out and kinda need support. i get turned on by thinking about being a woman sometimes. i know that im not gay, as i like women not men, but i still have this weird fantasy. i do masturbate to women, but i could masturbate just a well to the thought of having a vagina. this creeps the living hell out of me could you please tell me whether this matters or not or whether women will care? does this mean im a crossdresser? a transvestite? or am i just not thinking realistically? i have had this sick feeling in my gut for the past two months 24/7 and i just started worrying about it then. will somebody please help? :help:

Ok I am not sure how long this post has been up but I thought I would throw in my "expert" thoughts here.

I teach workshops on what is trans and diversity as well as sensitivity training workshops. Cross dresser is someone who likes to wear the opposite sex clothing for emotional release. Being a crossdresser has nothing to do with wishing you were of the opposite gender in any way shape or form.

Transvestite is someone who dresses in the opposite clothing for sexual pleasure. Being a transvestite like being a cross dresser has nothing at all to do with wishing you were of the opposite gender, or evening thinking of yourself as having a viginia.

Transexuals and Transgenders are those who think of their bodies as being different from their birth gender, who who wishes they were of the opposite gender. Transexuals go though the surgery and are normally males becoming female. transgenders are normally female to males who are in the process of going though the surgery and taking testrone. However, these days transexuals and transgender can be used for either mtf or ftm, the only differences is transexual is one who has gone though the surgery or are planning on going though with the surgery. Transgender is one who has not gone though the surgery of changing their gentials over.

As for if you are any one of these, only you can decide.

If you have any more questions please feel free to ask:

sweetsboi