Quote Originally Posted by fetishdj
One question you have to ask is: Does the thought of not pleasing your Dom make you feel ill inside? Also, do you fear losing them?
Those kind of feelings are very, very rare for me. Usually it's just me searching for something the other person don't have or don't want. That is actually one fundamental point in my crusade (melodrama intended ): I want to be able to feel what you described, and most of the Doms I've met are honestly not worth it.

Yes, I need a life partner I can love and show my devotion to, but I also expect him to do the same for me. I am a sub but not just a sub. I definitely need a Dom, but I want the person behind the dominance also.

Sigh.