Quote Originally Posted by Ruby
I thought this task was very different, because to accomplish it meant that Jade had to NOT do something and that not meant that she didn't have access to information. Even if that information was just new postings or old threads that she might want to read.

To not do is much harder than doing.
The difficulty of the task dose not make it much diffrent in what resolve is being tested. It is just a more difficult task to perform.

[edit because I posted it while Jade posted her last one.]

Jade
I can understand what you have said. I have no doubt that this was increadibly difficult for you, but like you said yourself your Master had no malicious intent in getting you to do it. From what I read your trust and loyalty pushed you through so that you can accomplish the task. He forced you to confront one of your fears and you have come out stronger for it.

Jade do not worry to much about being defensive, I took no insult or the like from your words. Our defenses help to keep us safe.