Something happened on the way to the top

[AndrewBlack]

My girlfriend topped me for the first time about a month ago ( I popped my sub cherry ) and I have to say I felt very similar to how you did, kind of amazed, stunned, very vulnerable but very turned on, especially by how merciless she was with me! I discovered I'm a total pussy with any kind of pain but liked the bondage/helplessness side of it a lot more. In fact I could feel it for days and I haven't really discussed it with anyone but it has changed the way I feel about her, this closet bitch in her!

Two good things have come of this. Firstly it's something I want to do again and she definitely does, so it opens a lot of doors and secondly, it gave me the best possible insight into how to top well, I was surprised by which parts of the experience turned me on and will definitely take that on board and do things differently next time I am on top, playing with different aspects of it. I realise that I will be able to do a lot more to her and with her and that is awesome. TJ I'm not very experienced here but would have to think that being frightened is not abnormal and possibly the source from which you can draw a lot of stimulation if you know what I am saying, scary women! Let the journey continue.