I honestly think my twisted fantasies are more twisted then yours...and I'm almost proud of that. All of the my BDSM fantasies are just that, fantasies. I've only roleplayed them over instant messengers because I really don't like seeing women, or people in general, in pain. I can say however that my fantasies generally involve a thirteen year old girl and her eight year old sisters. I don't think it's the age really. Let's face it there's nothing sexy about an eight year old. It's the innocence that, in my mind, they reppressent. Something about destroying that innocence I find surprisingly attractive. These fantasies do some times involve snuff, and when it does it's always slow and painful. In real life I do love children, in fact I teach martial arts to some local children in my community. But it's a different kind of love though. There's nothing sexual about it (obviously), and I like to think if in any way I found my self sexaully attracted to a child or a girl that much younger then my self that I'd try to distance my self from that person. I dunno what I'm saying, BUT I DEFFINATELY SAID IT!