Firstly, i notice this is your first post Shaditu, so hi and welcome to the forums!Originally Posted by Shaditu
Secondly, no, i don't think you'r disgusting for what you've said or what you think. It is an amazing feat of the mind that it can explore things that interest us and turn us on, but in utter comfort and safety. It is one of our greatest rights, to be able to explore things we like without recrimination. i also think it almost natural for a person with any BDSM fantasies or desires to sometimes want to take them to the 'nth' degree, in fantasy at least.
To sum up - i think that sick fantasies is basically an oxymoron, and i don't think you should feel any shame for having them.
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