Quote Originally Posted by ~hellish one~ View Post
self-play is definitely more fun when you have someone instructing you. i still get the rush of being dominated just from being told how hard to make the swats with the slapper...or how many times to do it. it also makes me feel good when there are marks, because in a sense...i still got them from him. he might not have controlled the rise and fall of the slapper, but he controlled the situation...the intensity and the number of swats. seeing those marks always make me smile and think fondly of him. so yeah...it works for me. ~smiles~
yeah, what you said hellish! exactly.