Timberwolf......i cut myself occasionally. i usually take apart a shaving razor and use the little strips of razors. they are small and do such nice work. i have pale skin and i really love the look of the blood on it. also because i'm hypomanic, it helps me focus.

alot of people view cutting as a negative thing. but these same people usually indulge in some other "socially acceptable" negative activity, such as smoking or drinking. i'm straight edge. the only thing i do is caffine as in soda or tea. i don't even take asprin for headaches or midol for cramps. no alcohol. no drugs.

i gotta have something, lol.

i actually just got into the self-masochistic thing myself. like last night....i poured wax on myself. first time i've ever had wax poured on me. i've also started some anal play. it's painful for me depending on the size of the object.

i guess it's all about exploration really.

d2p.....chopstick huh? *goes to look in kitchen for some chopsticks* what a truly wonderful idea!