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[Atomic_Kitten]

Umm.... Where to start?
Hello and thank you for taking your time to read this. My name is Shelby but you can call me Kitten or Kyo... I am a little nervous and shy so forgive me. I am trying my best.
To start off I have only been in two relationships; one past and one present. My past relationship lasted me five years. It was with a women and that was something I never planned for in my entire life. I was raised my a Catholic father and we will just say he disliked gays. That relationship was good. I loved and got love in return. About 3 threes into the relationship it started to get rocky. I would try and talk to her and she would help at me for expressing myself. I am not going to get too detailed because I would rather not bore anyone. Around year four I started to talk to her about bdsm. I didnt ask for anything big I just asked to scratch the surface. She ignored my suggestions and we went on in our life. I mean we did try little things in and out of the bedroom but she never seemed interested and stopped as soon as she could. After a couple more months our fighting got worst and I left her. That was the hardest thing to do in my life. I was so attached to her. I mean I woke up and fell asleep to her voice.... I am such a clingy person because of her and I didnt know what to do without her. We are still friends..
After a few months of detaching myself from her I started looking into bdsm. I didnt do a lot of research but I looked into it a little. Then one day I did something odd. I went onto a chat site and posted 'free slave'. That was completely out of character and I wasnt sure what I was looking for... But I am happy I did it. I started my second relationship that day. I met my Master. It was so odd. He asked me do to things I would never do and would ever want to do, but I did it.
I am new to this. I was a complete vanilla a little under three weeks ago and I still kind of am. Three weeks ago I met my Master.... It is going really well. The only problem so far is that it is a long distance relationship. And that is making it hard... He is very understanding. And I wish to further our relationship.
I am here to learn and grow. I would like to know what exactly I am looking for. I didnt some internet research and nothing really sounded right to me. I would also like to find some of my limits.
I hope that wasnt annoying. ^^; I wasnt really sure what to write.
Thank you for reading and I would also like to make some friends. ^^

[Chris the Great]

Howdy from Texas, welcome to BDSM, and welcome to the site. i hope you find what you are looking for here and also in your new relationship.

[denuseri]

Welcome to our kinky little corner of the internet!

[chipmunk_]

Hello, Atomic_Kitten.

Welcome to the Library! This is a great place to learn and to meet good people. The forums are full of information. Read and don't be afraid to ask questions. There's likely to be someone here with an answer for you. Above all, enjoy your time here!

[Domin8or]

Greetings and welcome. Enjoy your journey. SSC all the way.

Sir Domin8or

[rosebud]

Hello, Welcome to the Library!
Enjoy!

xx rosie

[JustAnotherGuy]

Welcome, Ms. Kitten! I hope you have a good time here in the library. Oh, and I would like to know more about your past relationship, if that's not too much trouble.