Missing What I Had

[DomCt2002]

I have now been missing the submissive I had a year long relationship with. We started slowly off a internet chat site actually, by discussing likes, needs, kinks, desires and such. And then to favorite things.
I used to drive down to Norwalk, CT. twice aweek to spank her and make her serve and she loved it. We started slowly with a lunch the first date and did nothing. The second date we had a coffee and then went to her place.
We started slowly by my spanking her well barehanded, was hot for sure for us both and the more I spanked her, the hotter she got and the wetter too.
Each time we met and scened it grew the respect, the trust and the toys and impliments too.
After a year of steady scening and play, she found herself in a bind an dhad to sell her house she lived in and she moved on me to anothe rlocation further away. She later e-mailed me and told me she found someone where she was and was getting married, I congratulated her on this.
Our year together was a great time for both of us she said and i agreed.
We grew from barehanded spankings and sex, to barehanded spankings, floggers, crops, belts too and my cuffing an dtying her down. The trust built each time we got together for sure. In the end she would meet me at her door naked and on her knees after she let me in. So you can tell it was a very special D/s relationship for us both. smiles, I do miss that life an dher and wish I had it again, but, finding someone in my area is hard to do it seems. So I go one day at a time hoping I can find a good female submissive in CT who is available and wants a play partner and one she can trust and respect. But until I do I will remember the last girl I had and how well we got along.

[thrall]

Hugs....i understand how you feel...........

[naomi57 {ukMC}]

I have now been missing the submissive I had a year long relationship with. We started slowly off a internet chat site actually, by discussing likes, needs, kinks, desires and such. And then to favorite things.
I used to drive down to Norwalk, CT. twice aweek to spank her and make her serve and she loved it. We started slowly with a lunch the first date and did nothing. The second date we had a coffee and then went to her place.
We started slowly by my spanking her well barehanded, was hot for sure for us both and the more I spanked her, the hotter she got and the wetter too.
Each time we met and scened it grew the respect, the trust and the toys and impliments too.
After a year of steady scening and play, she found herself in a bind an dhad to sell her house she lived in and she moved on me to anothe rlocation further away. She later e-mailed me and told me she found someone where she was and was getting married, I congratulated her on this.
Our year together was a great time for both of us she said and i agreed.
We grew from barehanded spankings and sex, to barehanded spankings, floggers, crops, belts too and my cuffing an dtying her down. The trust built each time we got together for sure. In the end she would meet me at her door naked and on her knees after she let me in. So you can tell it was a very special D/s relationship for us both. smiles, I do miss that life an dher and wish I had it again, but, finding someone in my area is hard to do it seems. So I go one day at a time hoping I can find a good female submissive in CT who is available and wants a play partner and one she can trust and respect. But until I do I will remember the last girl I had and how well we got along.

hi dont stop looking hun you will find another 1 to replace the 1 that you lost love slave naomi

[Joel Cairo]

Amen to that. I know how you feel. I split up with my sub just recently. It was for both of us the first time we had ever explored D/s play, and so it was an especially intense relationship sexually. And while the relationship was ultimately not going to work, the sex was always mindblowing, right up to the very end. Makes for some agonisingly sweet memories...