I am looking for an online only relationship. What I would really love is someone to instruct me in my self spankings. I basically want a spanking coach. I want someone to report to when I have been bad and be told how to punish myself. But my desire for spanking goes much deeper than that. I spank myself for punishment, for maintainable, for stress relief. What kind of spanking I give myself dictates what tools I use and so forth. I would really love someone to talk all that out with and then tell me how to carry out my spanking. I want to basically create a spanking program with someone and then follow it with their help.

My BDSM interests extend past spanking as well. CBT, Enemas, Nipple torture. I'm game for all kinds of things. I just need a coach to guide me . . . and if I need it order me.

The only catch is, I can't provide pictures or movies. So this would be all text based. I realize that is a deal breaker for a lot of people. The closest thing I can do to live is instant messaging.

If anyone would like to help me out with this I would be eternally grateful.
Please no one under the age of 21.