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Trust Curtis to spoil my dream
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Originally Posted by GaryWilcox
Kathy was then 'saved' by huge hairy gorillas-- repeatedly 'saved', as I recall-- which is why I find
Parker's "KEEPER" such a guilty pleasure...
And the story of the Parker's Keeper is excellent Gary and i bet if a gorilla had hold of me, even 3" would feel like a foot. lol
Anyway, hopefully, the attachments will open some eyes about gorillas, Bless them.
xxx
It's freeing to talk about this. *hee*
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Originally Posted by GoldenGirl
later on these fantasy's just turned to wanting just to be tied up and bound and then when i was like 13 or 14 i actually started to tie myself to my bed rails to sleep with ace bandages n pretend that someone was making me sleep like that n such
I started doing that as well, around the age of 14-15 (puberty and starting to fantasize and masturbate frequently). I felt ashamed/strange/silly doing it, scared by the thought that anyone would ever find out, but I loved it too much to stop.
Also started cutting a bit (soley for sexual pleasure, it never became a problem), gagging myself with socks or pantyhose, things like that.
...And then I read "The Claiming of Sleeping Beauty". And things started getting progressively clearer, and more exciting since..
"tom brown's school Days" that was it
I remember eaglerly waiting on a sunday afternoon when I was around 13 14 years old for the half an hour series to start. I remember feeling all funny when "Poor old Tom got shagged by fleatcher the bullie" :rolleyes: aftwards I'd go and have a shower, :D some time I'd be in the bathroom for ages and I get a banging on the door "how long are you going to be in there for" by one of the family members wanting the loo! oh poo :p
sweet dreams everyone :D
ooooh...the thundercats when i was 8-9 or something
I started rubbing myself when i was really young and i don't really remember thinking about anything, it was sort of a nervous habit? or it just felt good...anyway, my first fantasy was when i was fairly young (watching cartoons) and it was about being kidnapped by some evil villain on the Thundercats cartoon show. I was tied spread-eagle with rope to a huge rock and i don't remember if i was wearing clothes or if they were all wet for some reason, but I remember that I felt really vulnerable. Then the thundercats (all big/strong half cat people, men & women) would come to save me and decide not to untie me right away. And they would question me about how i let myself get captured and threaten to tickle me and stuff. I remember masturbating to this fantasy, though I really don't think I got further than that. Just some bondage and teasing...but I was young...I've gotten lots more ideas since.
mmmmm cowboys and indians....
I lived on a farm when I was little and my dad loved John Wayne...so my earliest fantasies were of being on the frontier and being kidnapped in an indian raid and taken back to the village to be thier slave...and having all those braves use me while I resisted....of course, in the end, John Wayne rides in and rescues me and of course takes me as his own....
I did not know anything about BDSM then, but it was a very provocative to me...my mother found me several mornings asleep spread eagle on the bed with my nightgown around my neck....lol
If she only knew what I was doing before I fell asleep like that.:)
somehting i can't get out of my mind
seems i can never get enough play or never be sore enough or bruised enough....
for a while now i got this silly idea in my head that even though i am collared (and i would not do this without him knowing and approving) that i would like to play with a whole group of very good doms for about a day or so. maybe rent a nice dungeon....
since i am in a relationship they would all have to stay dressed, no sex or oral (toys not included here), (no scat or watersports anyways, i find the idea revolting :yuck: ), i absolutely dont like the idea of being cut, although it happens sometimes when playing with knives i would just faint if done on purpose. i know needles and got some sort of hate relationship with them but i want to to play with them, however if i am not lying down i'll faint (which leaves me feeling sick and is not playing i find).
i have told my master and he asked if this is really what i would try, he says i would have to organise as he won't. well he knows i owuld never do that and it is never going to happen......but...... i still love the idea.
i suppose this idea is going around in my mind as it is a scenario i would wish to happen 24/7/356, probably in this case just with my master on most occasions. i guess it's something a lot of people dream about and it will stay a dream forever. but i though it fitted in this thread.
PS, i know i had posted some of this as a poll a few months ago, but i feel in this thread it fits better.