I Die a Little Everyday

I die a little everyday
cause you're there and I'm here
I hear you whisper and say
I love you but I die a little everyday with my fear

I ache to hold you
but you're there and I'm here
these feelings this pain It seems so new
I love you but I die a little everyday with my fear

I see your face on my screen
I reach out but you're there and I'm here
sublime beauty and inside I scream
God how I love you, will I die today with my fear

So many ghosts haunt me when I'm alone
So many questions taunt me when I'm alone
Where are you when I'm alone
I'm lost in the fucking phantom zone

So much wasted time
so many regrets cause your there and I'm here
so many emotional mountains to climb
I look down on my body I think I died with my fear

Now I fade away an ethereal shell
I never was real, just a dream, now I'm in hell
will things change, ahhh who can tell
I just know I'm at the bottom of the well.

I hear you, nice one Gregsta.

Thanks WB I knew if anyone would you would.

Ah, the screen, its so hard to relate to sometimes. But many meetings wouldn`t have happened without it.
I hope you feel better soon.
I loved this poem of yours, thank you for sharing.

Well, my brother I think we have all felt this not once or twice but a every day in the back of your mine thing. The nice thing about the screen is that with its pain theres always gain. Keep posting and writing