New to the scene but wanting to try

I've read tons of books on the subject and sext with a Dom before but haven't found anyone to actually submit to. I'm not going to lie. . . If I don't get what I want I look elsewhere. I'm very picky about who I have sex / date and what we do.

I really want to try it out but it always backslashes on me so I never can. I'm bisexual so I tend to switch between sexes. I'm a sub for males but a Dom for females. If a male can make me stay faithful will be a bonus. I hate being a slut to anyone other than my partner