Criminal fantasies?

First sorry for my maybe sometime ungrammatical english.
Since is not my native language I'll keep this short.

Eros and Thanathos, love and death, is an erotic mix for me.

I have erotic fantasies of snuff, sex and violence, some set in (pseudo)historical exotic background, like women worshipping ancient fertility goddesses with young human sacrifices (i don't dislike exotic interracial sex).
I like particurarly the thoughts of expert, ruthless women committing sex acts with kids (of both sex),sometime helped in this by a man.

Well i found these extreme fantasies very exciting, but i don't think to be necessarily a sadic-pedo-serial killer-woman for that.

fantasies are just fantasies; you known they can be very strange, extreme, something disgusting for someone, but, if not real harm occur, there's no crime in thinking, speaking or writing about them.
Censorship is always a bad thing.

You belive that i'm a disgusting woman for what i've said or what i think?

Nobody here share my strange, twisted fantasies?

A kiss.

Actually, I find your ideas very...stimulating. The more extreme forms are very erotic to me also, and I for one would love to see an expansion on some of your ideas.

Where would be the fun of having fantasies if they were not contrary to our instincts and education? As soon as you accept them as fantasies, killing your inner cop so to speak, it is a wonderful liberation of the bigger sex organ - the one between the ears - while you remain quite alive -and lawful - between the legs too. I can live without snuff stories, but quite a lot of my books include it and a beautiful execution, with the culprit fully aware that this is a performance and she must not disappoint her audience, is a very hot show indeed!

Also allow me to congratulate you on a very beautiful avatar. Photos can be the worst or the best. Here, definitely the best.

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Originally Posted by Shaditu

You belive that i'm a disgusting woman for what i've said or what i think?

Nobody here share my strange, twisted fantasies?

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Firstly, i notice this is your first post Shaditu, so hi and welcome to the forums! :)

Secondly, no, i don't think you'r disgusting for what you've said or what you think. It is an amazing feat of the mind that it can explore things that interest us and turn us on, but in utter comfort and safety. It is one of our greatest rights, to be able to explore things we like without recrimination. i also think it almost natural for a person with any BDSM fantasies or desires to sometimes want to take them to the 'nth' degree, in fantasy at least.

To sum up - i think that sick fantasies is basically an oxymoron, and i don't think you should feel any shame for having them.

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Thanks to you all for the warm welcome.

I want tho share my fantasies with you freely, without limitations, as you share yours with me.

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I for one would love to see an expansion on some of your ideas.

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Well, i'm trying to write some story in English, but, as i say before, this isn't my native language so it's rather difficult for me to express as i want.
I'm thinking to post some ideas in the "story ideas forum"; maybe a good writer like them.

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Also allow me to congratulate you on a very beautiful avatar.

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I'm glad you like it jeanne... i love the image so much that i've want it on my own body.
So i'm tattooed and pierced exactly like in the photo.
I think that now my body is much alike the body of an ancient, pagan priestess.

I love my body, and i love thinking to be a pagan priestess like in my dreams.

I'm proud of this.

Provided they remain fantasies criminal fantasies are great.

I prefer my victims in the 20/30/40/50's but thats a personaly taste (teenage girls just don't do it for me, I must be geting old).

In stories & fantasies there should be no limits to how far you can go.

I don't think your disgusting Shaditu just honest. And you have a great taste in pictures.

This is really a very interesting subject, for me. Mainly, because I have some pretty extreme fantasies myself. Not of doing things to others but of things being done to me. I used to think, because I would get more aroused by darker more taboo fantasies than by the usual romantic ones, I was a sick person. I used to even cry about it. Because, I would write stories about women being raised as pets that lived solely for the pleasure of males and I thought that meant I was a bad person. Now that I am older (and hopefully wiser) I know that it doesn't. I think of it like this, just because you dream about being killing, just because you write about killing, just because you read about killing... it doesn't make you a killer. I think, people really need to think about that when they start judging people for their sexual fantasies. People write about and read about and even watch murders on tv and movies ALL the time. Murder IS illegal AND immoral. But, we still get a thrill for it, don't we? And NO ONE ever tries to keep us from experiencing it through media. And, we don't start fearing the guy sitting next to us watching the bloody murders and we aren't looking over our shoulder worrying about being arrested for watching a movie with murder. We aren't hiding our books when we are reading about murder for fear that people are going to think we are going to go out and murder someone because we are reading the book. Yet, we hide our pornography under the bed??? We even can say when we are really mad "I just want to kill her/him" and nobody blinks an eye. But, if it has to do with anything sexual, we freak out. It AMAZES me. It truly amazes me.

yes Dslave.

It's someway illogical, but our "civilized" society fear sex more than violence.

Sex and violence are our irrational side: people like to think they are human because they are rational... but they are wrong.

We are irrational animals, the irrational is the real face of the mankind, his truly essence, you'd consider just the War.

So write your fantasies, look at yourself.
You are not sick.
This is our human condition.

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Originally Posted by Shaditu

yes Dslave.

It's someway illogical, but our "civilized" society fear sex more than violence.

Sex and violence are our irrational side: people like to think they are human because they are rational... but they are wrong.

We are irrational animals, the irrational is the real face of the mankind, his truly essence, you'd consider just the War.

So write your fantasies, look at yourself.
You are not sick.
This is our human condition.

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:[ Well no one said free speech was free. It can messup a good story sometimes. :mad:

I honestly think my twisted fantasies are more twisted then yours...and I'm almost proud of that. All of the my BDSM fantasies are just that, fantasies. I've only roleplayed them over instant messengers because I really don't like seeing women, or people in general, in pain. I can say however that my fantasies generally involve a thirteen year old girl and her eight year old sisters. I don't think it's the age really. Let's face it there's nothing sexy about an eight year old. It's the innocence that, in my mind, they reppressent. Something about destroying that innocence I find surprisingly attractive. These fantasies do some times involve snuff, and when it does it's always slow and painful. In real life I do love children, in fact I teach martial arts to some local children in my community. But it's a different kind of love though. There's nothing sexual about it (obviously), and I like to think if in any way I found my self sexaully attracted to a child or a girl that much younger then my self that I'd try to distance my self from that person. I dunno what I'm saying, BUT I DEFFINATELY SAID IT! :eek:

I always liked imagening myself on the other side, as the person being sacrificed at the alter... Pitty there arn't more storys writen from that point of view... I have only ever found one, and that was in a childrens book... I'll probblaly end up writing one...
Badspyro

That'd be cool Badspyro. You oughta leave a link here when and if you ever get it done.