Thanks E/everyone for your support. i think though there's a silver lining to it. My Master stayed with me despite His hopes to have children one day. i feel like if W/we can get through this kind of shock W/we can get through almost anything. As i've mentioned before, W/we're still young and hopefully have a full life ahead of U/us together and i feel like this was one of those obstacles that seperate love and lust.