I think i've always been a submissive. There is not a certain point i became aware of this. Every time i was entertaining fantasies they had a submissive/humiliating or just downright nonconsentual subtext. Some of those fantasies were and still are so "bad" and out of the way i usually like to depict myself that i never even dared to put them into a story.
And the whole idea of actually acting my fantasies out and submit myself to somebody else was so terrifying and "wrong" that it took me more than a decade to finally stand up to them (or rather, face my true inner self). Because, an independent girl who more or less knows what she wants and where she wanna go in life just doesn't do that, right? My parents teached me to trust myself, to rely on myself and to stand up and work hard for what i want. Being a submissive didn't seem to fit. It took me quite some time to figure out that to actually live out my submissiveness would be exactly that: To trust in myself and to work on getting what deep inside i knew all along i wanted.

So i had a couple of vanilla relationships but apart from one time (which turned out to be a bad decision) i never told any of my BFs about my desires. The most submissive it ever got was giving BJs while kneeling in front of the guy.

Finally, when my last relationship broke i realized that one of the major reasons it didn't work was because i didn't get at all what i really wanted and needed. I started to browse forums and websites, and finally got to know another sub who happened to live very close. We met a couple of times, talked about what it means to be a sub and what would i like to try out. I finally got more comfortable with those feelings and yearnings. And then she set up a date with a guy she knew to be a good Master, and after some time filled with talking, phoning, chatting and dating i became His (actually it was much more than „some time“).
And so far the journey into my submissiveness is totally awesome, even if most of the stuff we do probably is still rather vanilla. Don't know where it will lead us, but at the moment i don't care about it. I'm just enjoying.

The reason why i joined this community is that Master told me to share my stories. He says they're good. Me, i completely disagree, but then again, he's the Dom so i guess he's right.