a little confession

[gagged_Louise]

Yes, nothing wrong with fantasies being dangerous and kind of creepy and lustful at the same time. It's an outlet of your imagination, your inner self in a way, and not wishes that you'd really intend to come true. Just like Arria I feel very turned on sometimes by the thought of being tortured and mutilated, being made to dance for a brutal interrogator, shipped off to a slave market, flogged and sold, forced to rank public humiliation...

I remember when I was a kid I'd feel sorry sometimes because all the fun and colourful stuff that could have happened in ages gone by - peasants revolts, cities being sacked and burned, and the inhabitants sold as slaves, wonderful clothing, big white patches on the world map -.didn't happen anymore! Of course I wouldn't have wanted to be burnt on a stake and the like, but the idea is hauntingly powerful.

Oh, and here's a good woman hanging clip (from some Western film):

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gbsI5DnCLkU