No I do not believe you are a sick bitch.

Dreams you are having suggest to me that you have some emptinesses that need filling and that your sexuality seems to be threatening to you as much as it is titillating to you as much as it is making you wet it is also something you have been taught is wrong/sick/whatever other term you want to use. It is none of these. Yes, you could allow things to go too far and that would be all of those things. But certainly you can continue to read and masturbate if that is what happens to turn you on and help you sleep and so forth. My guess is that what would help you most would be two things - not in any special order. 1 - to get hooked up with somebody in a relationship where you are allowed to be honest and where somebody you can trust implicitly is into some of the lifestyle too. 2- find a group, online or in person (the latter might work better but is understandably a little more difficult to find and a little more risky) of other subs and other fantacizers and let it out. yes, let it out in the open. girl, come out of your closet with people who can accept it - but no do not try to come out to people who would be aghast.

I hope this helps. And if you cannot find the groups or the online resources or whatever, post to me privately and I will help you find what you want and need.

GypsieCowboy

Quote Originally Posted by little Peaches View Post
I wanna confess something about myself, I haven't even told my best friend
I have dreams and fantasies of death and extreme torturer..
Confessions

Meeting a tall dark handsome male( who is really a vampire) who seduces me and leads me into mansion to fall victim to him … having him feed on me for nutriment and life… as he steals my mortal life….. Only to rise again to hunt and feed on other humans as I as bring new victims for him….

In searching the net over the last few yrs I have found several stories that has been outstanding and lead to me having more dreams….. Honestly… how can I be a victim if I am willing to be nutriment for the vampires….I ach to feel the life being sucked out of me…..to be part of the dark underworld
Is this sick ...it makes me wet
I have even read stories of execution…. Women being order to be executed….being stripped nude and hung until death…..(….that I want to be hung…..)
I had at one time some short clips/films of women being hung….
I know they were fake and they were not the best quality but I loved them… anyone know where I can download other clips/ videos

Am I a sick bitch or what?

wanting to hear from others.....