I know often times when I am at an extreme emotional high... I laugh.

Often times its because I do not want to cry... and then I start laughing... not always on purpose.. but probably subconscienously I am trying to "protect" myself from... the pain.. embarassment... emotional opening up of crying...

Also, wires do get crossed...and sometimes the brain says. WHAHAHAHA!

Another point: Science says that when we are in pain our bodies rush to release pain reducing enorphines... one way these are realeased are through laughing and smiling.... so perhaps your body was over compensating...

Have you ever heard the phrase "Laughing is the best medicine" ? ..... -points to above point about science- seeeee the coralation ?

But.. most people feel ashamed, embarassed or weak about crying for themselves..... perhaps it aws simply you trying not to go through those emotions.. you were trying to be "Strong".... and then you just lost it.... sometimes we do these things without thought... its just our lil child hiding inside wants to protect us.


just a few thoughts.

Anya