I've always had fantasies of being thrown down and "taken" since I was young. (with someone I trust, no rape fantasies)

My SO is anything but dominant. Just passively aggressive. I am in charge of everything in my life, and in the bedroom I had to pull teeth to get anywhere...humilated with begging for it...I threw my hands up and just did not want to be in charge of it anymore.

I read a thread by a friend on another forum. And she had realized the same for herself. From there I started reading. Talking to a dear friend...who was willing to explore with me. Wary at first, but not long before we fell into the roles so naturally. It felt right. Feels right.