Anita Blake
AssMasters Property

TNX Anita.

you're very welcome *winks* xx

eeerm ty very much Anita for your kind coments

*blinks* love the polka dots! xx

Hahaha! I love it! Thanks!

Slowly, I have reached out to the real world to find something for myself. I have been to my first Munch, I have joined fetlife and collarme.com. And the more I take these little steps, the less hopeful I am.

So much seems against me at the moment....being married, having years of experience online and with so little real life experience.

The more I brave into this real world, the more I feel as if it will all pass me by without my desires to be fulfilled.

I am frustrated, I am hopeful with each new email or time I log in to see if someone has found me or I them, I am missing Sunshine all the more and feeling sorrow for myself at what I could of had with her.

Part of me wonders if my words to her were true before she died, "If you die, my dreams of this die too."

I hope for myself, still confident that I have much to offer, but realize that my limitations in being married holds so much against me......I feel the slow creeping of despair mixing with angry frustration, tinged with the impatience of wanting now what was promised to me by Sunshine.

So much I want...yet, I feel a bit broken after Sunshine's death....I am not confident as I was before...I am not whole.

Thank you so much for your message...i wrote you back but your inbox is full! All is well and what isn't will be...*cryptic enough for ya* lol. Hope you're doing well and having lots of kinky fun *winks* xx

hello beautiful stopped bye the pineapple but u are not home,hope to catch u next time kisses

Usually followed with a sheepish, morning after perusal of my 'sent messages'... Enjoy your weekend too! xx

Yes I do have a thing for sexy comedians. You have a great weekend as well. XXX